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October 23rd, 2005
11:51 pm - Babyness....huge pictures, beware
They Are In NO Specific Order.
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October 22nd, 2005
02:39 pm - Msn is a whore and won't work...
"How Many Dogs Does It Take to Change A Light Bulb?"
Yorkshire Terrier: I don't have to change it... I don't have to do anything... You will change it ... yes, you will do as i say, because I am just too cute for you to refuse my every desire...
Golden Retriever: The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out bulb?
Border Collie: Just one. And then I'll replace any wiring that's not up to code.
Dachshund: You know I can't reach that stupid lamp!
Rottweiler: Make me.
Boxer: Who cares? I can still play with my squeaky toys in the dark.
Lab: Oh, me, me!!!!! Pleeeeeeeeeze let me change the light bulb! Can I? Can I? Huh? Huh? Huh? Can I? Pleeeeeeeeeze, please, please, please!
German Shepherd: I'll change it as soon as I've led these people from the dark, check to make sure I haven't missed any, and make just one more perimeter patrol to see that no one has tried to take advantage of the situation.
Jack Russell Terrier: I'll just pop it in while I'm bouncing off the walls and furniture.
Old English Sheep Dog: Light bulb? I'm sorry, but I don't see a light bulb!
Cocker Spaniel: Why change it? I can still pee on the carpet in the dark.
Chihuahua: Yo quiero Taco Bulb.
Pointer: I see it, there it is, there it is, right there.....
Greyhound: It isn't moving. Who cares?
Australian Shepherd: First, I'll put all the light bulbs in a little circle...
Poodle: I'll just blow in the Border Collie's ear and he'll do it. By the time he finishes rewiring the house, my nails will be dry.
"Dogs do not change light bulbs. People change light bulbs. So, the real question is: How long will it be before I can expect some light, some dinner, and a massage?"
All of which proves, once again, that while dogs have masters, cats have staff.
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What is a Cat?
Cats do what they want. They rarely listen to you. They're totally unpredictable. When you want to play, they want to be alone. When you want to be alone, they want to play. They expect you to cater to their every
whim. They're moody. They leave hair everywhere.
Conclusion: They're tiny women in little fur coats.
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What is a Dog?
Dogs spend all day sprawled on the most comfortable piece of furniture in the house. They can hear a package of food opening half a block away, but don't hear you when you're in the next room. They can look dumb and lovable at the same time. They growl when they are not happy. When you want to play, they want to play. When you want to be alone, they want to play. They leave their toys everywhere. They do disgusting things with their mouths and then try to give you a kiss. They go right for your crotch as soon as they meet you.
Conclusion: They're tiny men in little fur coats.
Meanwhile. Baby is born, will post pictures if wanted.
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Current Music: Marilyn Manson - This is the new shit
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July 1st, 2005
12:14 am - Fetusness
I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/twotone/hamsters/moody_hammy.gif) blah
Current Music: Prodigy - Smack Muh Bitch Up ( I think... )
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June 29th, 2005
09:38 pm - Moron.
Me = BloodySchizo
Moron= Compsmartie
compsmartie: can i ask you something really random and hopefully not say no to
bloodySchizo: ....uh ok?
compsmartie: is there anyway i can user your SN, i don't have a premiere and i need to check something out
bloodySchizo: If you think I'm going to be an idiot and allow you to do that, then you can go fuck yourself :-) How's that for a no?
compsmartie: well i was hoping you wouldn't be rude about it
bloodySchizo: It should be an obvious no. There's no way in hell I'm going to allow anyone to use my sn for anything rather then me for my own use.
compsmartie: i was thinking i could use it for 5 mins and you could change the password after
bloodySchizo: No.
bloodySchizo: Why not buy yourself a premiere? or earn it somehow? Thats how I got mine.
compsmartie: earn it?
bloodySchizo: Photoshoot.
compsmartie: photoshoot?
bloodySchizo: Nevermind. It's just how I earned my premiere from someone.
compsmartie: can you explain it
bloodySchizo: C'mon now. If you don't know what a photoshoot is, then why am I wasting my time even trying to explain it?
compsmartie: gonna see if you would be nice for a change
bloodySchizo: Me, Nice? Never.
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Does he think I'm actually going to be that stupid?
C'mon now...... It takes 10 seconds (or less) to a minute to change a apssword on that site, and he thinks I'm going to let him NEAR my current password? I think not.
I think most males who im me from websites need to think more clearly, and if its obvious that the answer is no before you ask...why ask it?
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Disturbed - Prayer
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June 7th, 2005
10:43 am - Notice
I'm going through my friends list later today, or sometime this week.
If you do not want to be removed. Let me know here and I shall not remove you.
Thank you :)
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May 17th, 2005
09:54 pm
 | You scored as Not?. Huh... Looks like someone needs to find someone special... and SOON!! Oh man, if you keep going on like that, you will NEVER be happy!!
Not? | | 60% | Fiesty | | 30% | Cute!! | | 23% | Flirty (Skanky) | | 20% | Passionate | | 18% | </td>
What type of love are you?
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Yes
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Evanescences - Goin under
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March 26th, 2005
09:12 pm - Gues it's time, eh?
No update in god knows how long... Things? Things suck.. I don't really know what to write besides the usual from what people hear me say... The only news I basically have is that my boss finally gave birth. It's a baby boy.. Haven't seen him yet, but apparently he's a cutie.. Oh well. Easter sucks. finally got back from my aunts house of horror for turkey dinner for easter =\ If I see another egg at anytime before next easter....I swear to god I'll go balistic. I'm mad at Steve... He sold his "crotchrocket" as many people call it... IT was the best... now its gone. And he moved too. Chris 'n I ...well... I'm thinking of calling it quits with him... not a good idea, but we've been at eachothers throats lately... and he thinks its because hes gone tempermental without being at work since he was hit by a truck about two weeks ago. I don't know.. oh well. Otherwise, things have been fine. mom on the other hand, driving me insane.. --; So ya, thats just the basic highlight of since I posted last time..
"Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do? Now that I have allowed you to beat me. Do you think we could play another game? Maybe I can win this time? I kind of like the misery you put me though. Darling, you can trust me completely. If you even try to look the other way, I think that I could kill this time. It doesnt really seem I'm getting through to you. Though I see you weeping so sweetly. I think you might have to take another taste, a little bit of hell this time...."
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February 11th, 2005
10:51 pm - Really... is it?
Is it really worth that much for me to hurt myself over?
I don't even see you anymore...maybe for a mere fifteen minutes ...
fifteen minutes before you disappear again.
I don't know...
Maybe it's not worth the pain...
But love does have its sacrifices.
Or maybe it's the fact that you prefer to go out instead of just ...
I don't know... cuddling and actually letting me know how you feel..
Or is that too much to ask of you now?
I donn't know...
Love is worth the pain...
Even the sacrifice I've given...
Is it really worth everything we've worked on?
The suffering and the torment that you and I have gone through...
This may suck..as much as I say it does, but the love I have for you...
It's always going to show.
No matter how hard I try..
It's always going to show....
I love you, Chris.... Happy four months....even though you're not here with me.
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Current Music: Seether Featuring Amy Lee - Broken
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February 5th, 2005
05:52 am
I don't remember pain Hurting this much...
I don't need this bullshit from people.
Especially you... Dez.
I love someone else...
And I don't know why... All I know is that she...well... I know I can't have her..
So, I'll stop there before I get into trouble...
I'm Sorry For Everything....
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Current Music: Theory of a Deadman - Make up Your Mind
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January 22nd, 2005
02:35 pm - I just...
Wanna die.
 | You scored as evil faerie. you are evil, you hate ppl and have 1 friend or less, you can't help but be a backstabber, it's just to easy whan people put to much trust in you, o well this world is bunch of f*cked up lies to you anyway
evil faerie | | 88% | ice faerie | | 71% | water faerie | | 67% | loveing faerie | | 13% | wind faerie | | 8% | opmistic faerie | | 0% | </td>
what faerie will you be?
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January 20th, 2005
January 10th, 2005
08:32 pm
Not much has happened, really. In two days it'll be Chris' and mine 3 month. I don't really expect him to remember. No, not really. But meh. Its just a relationship. . . right?
Chris came home to me finally today... he was gone since friday morning to his buddies house for the weekend to do play DnD but that failed utterly.
Eberything was fine until sometime tonight... we just started to.. . I don't know. Go quiet at eachother. he got upset at his watch he was trying to fix..I dont blame him. But whenever he spazzes or loses it, I feel so.... I don't know the word. Helpless maybe? Ya... helpless. As I always am, and always will be.
Mostly, the silent, sit there, watch it all happen type of person concidering I don't know what to do at all anymore. Don't get me wrong. I love Chris with a passion, I just don't know what to do.
regardless. My mother is driving me insane, so is my father...but thats normal. They're on the warpath about 90 percent of the time. Mind you, I'm still waiting for them to get divorced. I know it sounds pathetic, but its true. So might as well as call me pathetic for stating it really.
*shrugs*
I haven't been outta the house in days...blame the snow for that. I despise it and the only reason I go out into it... is because I'm forced to.
I stopped going to school...again. My counciler is getting mad at me for it, so is my science teacher..but they can just go fuck themselves for all I care. I cant stand it..
As for work, I haven't been there in over am onth because they decide its ok for them not to call me when they won't be open on my shifts, or the days that I work.. JUST BECAUSE THE BOSS IS PREGNANT..
if I don't work this saturday, I'm just gonna go tell them to fuck themselves and I quit. I can get a better paying job, more hours and at least someone I can count on if I'm not needed, right?
Yes.
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Silence.
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January 1st, 2005
08:15 pm - Ahah...STOLEN FROM BREE
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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Current Music: Serial Joe - Mistake
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December 26th, 2004
09:11 pm
Where were you when my smile disappeared? Where were you when I needed you the most? You're gone, and you're not comming back. What did I do to deserve this? Why didn't you tell me you didn't need me. You're gone. I can't get you back. Eternity wasted. I thought I could survive. I lied. You were my support, my energy, my best friend. My love....
Where were you when I slit my throat. Where were you when you were my saviour? I'm gone now, and I ain't comming back. Why did you abandon me at such hard times? I didn't tell you that I needed you when I should have. Now I'm gone. You can't have me back. Space wasted. You thought I was strong. You denied. I was nothing to you, not even a pain in your heart. I was a void, a pain, and your every hurt.
We're no longer. We've disappeared. We've nothing anymore. We've no love or devotion. We've no apathy, no hatred, no loathing, not even a smidge of smile. Now we're both gone. Such a devotion to the pain of hate.Such devotion to the love of pain. Such a devotion to death that neither of us knew. Now, its all over and we'll never survive.
Find me a burial site. Shatter my scars over the seas. I'll see you again, the glee upon your cheeks. You're with her now, and we'll never be. you'll forget me, I'll see to it. Singe my wounds into never ending pain, make it double, just to take your vain. Just tell me, one last time, you needed me, or that you love me so that you'll be off my mind. No.. you'll disappear forever just to mke sure that I'll never forget that you're always here in my heart.
I miss you.... plese, don't ever forget me. I know you're gone, and now I'll lie to myself and pretend you're always by my side. You died two years today. And I'll just sit, and remember the times we had together. Remember, you're my heart, my life, and everything else that was my joy.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Seether featuring Amy Lee- Broken
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December 20th, 2004
04:33 pm - Ugh...
My head hurts...
My spine is fucked...
My head is spinning...
I must see a chiropractor (blah, can't spell)
Can't see straight.
Somewhat of a fever.
Leah leaves tomorrow.
I'm gonna miss her.
I love Chris.
I loathe many others..
Blah....
I should go to the hospital...
Too stubborn
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Current Music: Nickelback - Shoud've Listened.
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December 17th, 2004
01:55 pm - School
I haven't been there for the week....now its x-mas break.
Reason?
Here.. I'll read it as I write it.
"Carla has problems with alcohol and drug abuse"
Correction. I've only shown up at school once while drunk. Personal problems and I couldn't handle it. ONCE ... ONLY ONCE!
Drug abuse? Hell, I never did do drugs. The only time I did, would be on weekends. Mind you I don't do drugs anymore. AND POT IS NOT A FUCKING DRUG! NATURAL STRESS/PAIN RELEIVER!
"Carla gets too involved with social/school problems. Since she has come to us from Spencer Middle School, (We have no previous records of her other school(s).) She has been doing fine until the second year. We believe that she, Carla, has been getting too involved into problems rather then doing work"
Ok, Previous school. Trinity Christian School. Taught me fuck all. English, higher then a level twelve (apparently) and math, level 2 (Apparently, and I agree).
Spencer I struggled. I went to Belmont afterwrds, I got kicked out. Then went to WoN. I was doing fine in the beginning, Yes. But then the year after. I started to "fall" gradually. My grades started going down. THen here's where its all fun. I dropped out due to lack of tolerance towards many people in that school, and too many fights..
So I got myself a full time job.
That failed miserably.
Went back to school the following year... finished grade 10 with quite a bit of hassle and problems.
Now, I'm back at school, doing somewhat ok..
"Carla has low self esteem, high suicidal tendancies (As told by herself) And problems with self mutilation. Her grades are slowly dropping, and we cannot figure out why."
Ya, so what, right? Low self esteem is the way it is because of the family I grew, and still am growing up in.
High Suicidal Tendancies. Many would say its a disorder. It's not. It's how you treat yourself in mind to either
A) Find attention
B) Get relieved from stress
C) actually suicidal.
I take both B and C.
But regardless, I don't see the point why I do it, I just tend to black out and do it. So don't ask about that one.
Self Mutlilation. - Scarification. Difference in words, and reasons why it's done. Oh well...
"Carla has tendancies to pick fights, cause fear in students, and continously skip classes."
Ya, I don't pick fights. If I do, I start and I finish them. Either that, if not started by myself, I just finish them regardless if they have to do with me or not. I cause fear in others such as Kayla, Christy, and many others for them to learn not to fuck around with me as they have done so previously. I skip classes, but I get my work in. So go fuck yourself. :)
That's all I 'm gonna write about it, so ya. Basically, my stand point in school is fuck it, get a fulltime job, and go back next year.
What do the rest of you say?
And go ahead, call me a bloody, ignorant moron. I probably deserve every name out there. Oh well. such as, I don't need the school, the bullshit, or anything like that right now...
Go fuck yourself :) HAve a nice day.
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Nickleback - Do this Anymore
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December 15th, 2004
04:34 pm - Nothing but broken promises as you lie right through your teeth, a smile etched upon your cheeks...
Lets test a theory. Your love against mine. We'll get into a playfull arguement. Smiling again, we'll snuggle. But in my mind, it'll race. Do you really love me...or are just saying that to see me smile. All I have left to say would be a single word. one equalling a once beautifull line. "I love you" is a mere " bullshit" now. Bullshit...I 'll whisper it into your ear before crawling out of bed. Our once peacefull snuggle turned into hell. I'll walk out of the room and out the door. You once told me you loved me. But then again, I have seen you with "her". Who is she. WHy didn't you say anything? Are you not happy enough, or are you just immature? Love... just a childs game. So once again, I'll say ullshit. Now I'm gone, and I won't be back. You'll never see me again and I won't say sorry for you -your- mistakes. Such as now. A tragedy can die. No such thing as love, but a forgotten romance. Good-bye is all I can say. Have fun with "her". Maybe someday you'll learn.
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Current Music: Song 6623. Rammstein - Firefly
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December 10th, 2004
11:21 pm - Thought
There's been a lot of those people bitching about gay marriages and what not, lately. Get over it. Just because you're highly religious doesn't mean Jack Shit. Hear that? How about I say it again.... JACK SHIT.
Hell, I'm religious, in my own terms. Christian, and bisexual. See? The only reason certain people know this, is because of getting bashed. so what? The point is...
GET OVER IT!
There are other things in life that people need to get over, I mean, for a fact that Love IS Love. Don't destroy it...
If a male loves a male... get used to it. They're happy...
If a female loves a female. ... GET USED TO IT... They're happy.
C'mon now people.
Love is Love.
Be happy that you're in love with someone, whether its male or female.
Love Is Love. Let Love Be. Don't Destroy What Love Could Be.
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Twizted - Afraid of me
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December 7th, 2004
01:58 am - (IN)Sanity
Today was going fine... ya, helped Mike and Steve move from sooke to Esq. Took about 2 hours. That was ok. Called Chris at every stop. He was helping his dad with some things 'n ended up drinking with him afterwards...
This is were it goes down the fucking drain.
(Mind you I got the info from his step mother)
Him 'n his dad were on the computer, his dad said something about me and Chris went beserk.... They got into a fight 'n what not...and his step mom called the cops...
So now,Chris is in the drunk tank, and no one in the fucking station will give me information about when he'll be released...so for the past 2 hours, I've been in a destructive mood...
I'm worried sick about him...I really am... if he gets fired from work because no moron will give me information when he'll be released, I'll be goddamn choked and guilty as bloody hell...
At least I got a hold of Keith so he knows whats going on...
I have to sleep on the chair...with the phone so if he calls or comes to the door... He'll still have a place to stay if he can't find anywhere else...
Great...
Why... do I want to cry?
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Current Music: Brandy - Have you ever
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December 6th, 2004
01:57 pm - Bored/stolen from Tracy
I am paranoid.
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Anti-Social.
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Sadist
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Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Nickleback - Do this Anymore
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